Diary of a Fat Man

I don't feel like working right now.  I'm in a funk.  Can you become depressed overnight?  I called my Dad to wish him a happy 69th birthday Wednesday night and found out he was in the hospital again.  Congestive heart failure and renal failure...again.  I hung out at the hospital Thursday and Friday, but came back home.  He slept pretty much the whole time I was there, just waking up a few minutes at a time.  They say he could go at any time, but then again, they said the same thing last year too.  Anyway, I've been super sleepy and totally unmotivated since last week, hence my depression query.  I'm already on anti-depressants, but since they haven't worked on my headaches, why should I fall for their lies when it comes to fixing depression?  Fucking doctards.

 

Since I don't want to do anything productive, I'm going to post a newly updated list of my music collection.  Be jealous, bitches.

 

New ones since the last update are in green. 

Artist                       Album

AC-DC                        Powerage (Remaster)

                             Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap

                             Who Made Who

                             Back In Black

                             Highway To Hell

                             Let There Be Rock

Aimee Mann                   Magnolia Soundtrack

                             Bachelor No. 2

                             Lost in Space

                             The Forgotten Arm

Alanis Morissette            Jagged Little Pill

Alice Cooper                 Flush the Fashion

Anthrax                      Among The Living

                             Alive 2

                             Armed And Dangerous

                             Attack of the Killer B's

                             Fistful of Metal

                             Music of Mass Destruction

                             Persistence of Time

                             Sound of White Noise

                             Spreading the Disease

                             State of Euphoria

                             Stomp 442

                             Taking The Music

                             The Greater of Two Evils

                             Volume 8- The Threat is Real

                             We've Come For You All

Audioslave                   Audioslave

                             Out of Exile

B.B. King                    The Best of B.B. King Volume One

The Beatles                  Revolver

Blind Melon                  Blind Melon

                             Nico

                             Soup

Blink 182                    Take Off Your Pants and Jacket

                             Dude Ranch

Bon Jovi                     Crush

                             Have a Nice Day

                             Slippery When Wet

Bowling for Soup             Drunk Enough to Dance

Britney Spears               ..Baby One More Time

                             Britney

Brooks & Dunn                Greatest Hits 2

Bush                         Sixteen Stone

                             Razorblade Suitcase

Dada                         Puzzle

Dan Reed Network             Dan Reed Network

Danzig                       Danzig IV

Daughtry                     Daughtry

The Dead Boys                Young, Loud, and Snotty

Dead Kennedys                Fresh Fruit for Rotting Vegetables

Dropkick Murphys             Do or Die

                             The Gang's All Here

                             Sing Loud Sing Proud

                             Blackout

                             The Warrior's Code

                             The Early Years

                             The Singles Collection, Volume 1

                             Live on St. Patrick's Day From Boston, MA

                             Boys on the Docks                         

Deep                         Purple Burn

Dido                         No Angel

Dr. Dre                      The Chronic

Elvis Presley                Live At Madison Square Garden

Eminem                       The Eminem Show

                             Encore

The Exploited                The Singles

Faith Hill                   Faith

Fergie                       The Dutchess

Filter                       Short Bus

Fiona Apple                  Tidal

Foo Fighters                 One by One

The Fray                     How to Save a Life

Garbage                      Version 2.0

Good Charlotte               Good Charlotte

Green Day                    Kerplunk

                             1,039 Smoothed Out Slappy Hours

                             Dookie

                             American Idiot

Guns N' Roses                Appetite For Destruction

Gwynn Stefani                Love.Angel.Music.Baby

Hatebreed                    Perseverance

                             Rise of Brutality

                             Satisfaction is the Death of Desire

                             Under the Knife

The Hives                    Tyrannasaurus Hives

Ice Cube                     AmeriKKKa's Most Wanted

                             Death Certificate

                             The Predator

Iron Maiden                  A Matter of Live and Death

                             Brave New World

                             Iron Maiden

                             Killers

                             Piece of Mind

                             Powerslave

                             Somewhere in Time

                             The Number of the Beast     

Information Society          Information Society

Jellyfish                    Spilt Milk

Judas Priest                 Stained Class

                             Screaming For Vengeance

Toby Keith                   Honkytonk University

                             White Trash With Money

Killswitch Engage            Alive or Just Breathing

                             As Daylight Dies

Kings X                      King's X

The Killers                  Hot Fuss

Kiss                         Music from 'The Elder'

Limp Bizkit                  The Chocolate Starfish and the Hot Dog Flavored Water

                             Three Dollar Bill, Yall$

Lit                          Tripping the Light Fantastic

Liz Phair                    Exile In Guyville

                             Whip-Smart

Luscious Jackson             Fever In Fever Out

Madonna                      Music

Marilyn Manson               Holy wood

                             Mechanical Animals

                             Antichrist Superstar

                             Smells Like Children

Maroon 5                     Songs About Jane

Mastodon                     Blood Mountain

                             Call of the Mastodon

                             Leviathan

                             Lifesblood

                             Remission

matchbox twenty              Mad Season

Megadeth                     So Far, So Good... So What!

                             Peace Sells But Who's Buying

                             Rust In Peace

Metallica                    Garage Inc.

                             Load

                             ..And Justice For All

                             Master of Puppets

                             Ride The Lightning

                             Live Show: 10/18/.1982 San Francisco CA

                             Live Show: 07/18/1992 East Rutherford NJ

Mighty Mighty Bosstones      let's face it

                             Pay Attention

Miranda Lambert              Kerosene

Motley Crue                  Shout At The Devil ('99)

My Chemical Romance          Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge

Nickelback                   Silver Side Up

Nine Inch Nails              The Fragile (Right)

                             The Fragile (Left)

                             The Downward Spiral

                             Pretty Hate Machine

Nirvana                      Incesticide

                             Unplugged in New York

                             In Utero

                             Nevermind

                             Bleach

NOFX                         Wolves in Wolves' Clothing

N.W.A                        Greatest Hits

Otep                         House of Secrets

Pantera                      Vulgar Display Of Power

                             Cowboys From Hell

                             Far Beyond Driven

                             Reinventing The Steel

Pat Green                    Lucky Ones

Pearl Jam                    Ten

Phil Collins                 Serious Hits...Live!

Pink                         Missundaztood

Power Station                Power Station

Prince                       The Very Best of Prince

Prodigy                      Fat Of The Land

Puddle Of Mudd               Come Clean

Queen                        Sheer Heart Attack

Queensryche                  Rage for Order

Radiohead                    Amnesiac

                             Kid A

                             Ok Computer

Rage Against The Machine     Rage Against The Machine

                             Renegades

                             The Battle of Los Angeles

                             Evil Empire

Rancid                       Out Come The Wolves...

                             Let's Go

                             Rancid

                             Life Won't Wait

Sevendust                    Sevendust

Sheryl Crow                  Sheryl Crow

Slaughter                    Stick it to Ya

Slayer                       Divine Intervention

                             Christ Illusion

                             Decade of Aggression

                             Diabolus in Musica

                             God Hates Us All

                             Haunting the Chapel

                             Hell Awaits

                             Live Undead

                             Reign in Blood

                             Seasons in the Abyss

                             Show No Mercy

                             Soundtrack to the Apocolypse

                             South of Heaven

                             Undisputed Attitude

Slow Roosevelt               THROWAWAYYOURSTEREO

Social Distortion            Social Distortion

Staind                       Break The Cycle

Stone Temple Pilots          Tiny Music...

                             Core

Sugarland                    Twice the Speed of Life

Sum 41                       All Killer No Filler

Sweet                        Give Us A Wink

The Beastie Boys             Licensed To Ill

                             Hello Nasty

Thomas Newman                American Beauty Original Motion Picture Score

Tim McGraw                   Greatest Hits

Transplants                  Haunted Cities

Tripping Daisy               This Is Tripping Daisy

U2                           All That You Can't Leave Behind

                             Best of U2 1980-1990

Keith Urban                  Be Here

Van Halen                    Van Halen II

                             Van Halen

Various Artists              The Rolling Stone Magazine 500 Best Songs

                             Urban Cowboy Soundtrack

                             2001- A Space Odyssey Original Motion Picture Soundtrack

                             Scream 2- Music From The Dimension Movie

Voivod                       Nothingface

                             Dimension Hatross

weezer                       weezer

The White Stripes            Elephant

                             White Blood Cells

Yellowcard                   Ocean Avenue